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Monday, 26 May 2014 @ 18:52 | 0 Comment [s]
27/05/14
Teacher release early again and here i am at library using lappy to update my bloggggy :) OMG i am so cold , getting colder and colder day by day my hand are like freezing :( I only got like 20 mins to write my blog and go back to class after that break going to find my DEAREST TIRED BOY at his house than come back to school for further lesson because we cant meet today as he's working till 11pm tonight and tomorrow also end the same timing too 11pm :( HAIS , cant meet my lovely boy le. Moreover , tomorrow is our 7months anniversary and he's not even here for me at all :( Because got to work and i know that work is much more important than anything else. Got to bear with it ba , i know i can get through this de JIAYOU TYANHUEY , you can one :))
Actually today main motive is not saying about all this is just making my blogg look like more things to read that's all , my main objective of blogging today is about my friend, my friend have been PMS-ing me from yesterday till now :@ I am damn angry toward her talking to her like talking to wall and also if reply , reply until damn guailan i really damn angry about it seriously. I don know should i just ignore her or what sial , feeling that things are slowly to change again , so i really choose not to care about it.
And also there is one person i really wish to approach toward her and talk to her , but i am really scared being ignore by her , because i think she really good and she also can be my friend top study along and to understand things we are studying and we can rely on one another but .... HAIS ~ Seem impossible lea , don know why , losing confidence on myself of getting any friend in school , the feeling is like i will never have any friends in school i will always be alone that kind of feeling :(
Well , i am still happy to have friend like QISHI , YULING and VIVIEN. They really make me enjoy being with them :) Is just that we are not that close tgt with one another , as there is still a distance away between us , because i am really scared to take another step closer later lost a friend again , wahhh , whenever i lost a friend my heart simply hurt one time you know ? I really don wish such things to happen again ~ So i am really scared to take another step closer ~
Well , now returning back to me and baby , i think things are getting better when time goes by. Yesterday i just feel fun with him and enjoy his accompany. I laughed like no tomorrow when baby cycle me and me myself knowing i am heavy but baby didnt say anything at all . I really love baby unconditionally that i am really willing to reflect on myself and think about what i done wrong and what i need to change. The only things baby need to change is the only things i want him to change , he himself should know it well enough...
And being in love is loving the person you love unconditionally and loving an imperfect person perfectly <3
I don mind baby looks , baby don mind mine <3
I accept baby flaws and baby accept my flaws and i guess this is love and i really feel the love in the air <3
NOW I ONLY HAVE ONE AN ONLY WISH IS BABY TO CHANGE TO NOT SO ... AND ALSO LOVE ME WHOLEHEARTEDLY AND NEVER LEAVE ME NOT EVEN A SINGLE STEP AT ALL. HE JUST NEED TO STAY BY MY SIDE AND THAT'S ALL I ASKED FOR <3 AND I KNOW BABY LOVE ME A LOT TOO , SOMETIME HE JUST DON KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS IT OUT THAT'S ALL .
BABY I JUST WANNA TELL YOU I LOVE YOU AND NOTHING CAN CHANGE THE FACTS OF THIS <3 MUACKZXC :*
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OWNER this will be my permanent blog, I won change anymore blog, I know i have been very inconsistent in my blogging, but I am really damn busy lately. And i don even have time to use computer.
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